Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Love me or hate me, it's still an obsession.

Since the day I made my twitter and tumblr I've gotten a ton of mixed reviews. Whether it was the hate mail from anonymous people on Tumblr, or the fun loving tweets I got on twitter, people have been showing a concern for whatever I've been doing. I must say that it's both gratifying and draining hearing all of the mixed reviews. Either way though I'm going to keep doing what makes me happy.

Tumblr has been the main place where the negative images and connotations have come into play, but even on Twitter people have brought in their bad thoughts and have tried to put me down. Granted, it was a foreign language, so it was a little difficult to translate fully, but google translate's definitely been a major help. Overall the genera idea was that in their minds, I wasn't anywhere near attractive enough to be in gay porn.


Although I've gotten my fair share of hate mail, the amount of love I've received far surpasses that. Whether from friends, family, or even strangers I want to thank all of you for being there. Because without some praise, whether finite or infinite, no one can go on without feeling loved. Whether it's been twenty people or just one, knowing that someone gets the slightest bit of joy out of what I'm doing with my life makes it all worth it. There are times where I should be selfish, as is the case with anyone. However, just knowing that one person in the world finds my work as rewarding for themselves will keep going and persevere. Although many see it as insignificant and a profession for the inadequate, I enjoy my job, and knowing that other people enjoy it as well will just push me harder to succeed.


 


Input will forever and always be appreciated. Knowing that my family backs me up, as do my friends, makes all of this worth it. I'm happier than I've ever been and will continue to stay that way. I hope you guys come back again soon. I've got some major changes happening in my life right now, and I honestly can't wait to share my adventure with you all. I love you guys!


XOXO,

Aiden



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