With no hesitation...

I'm going to put everything on the table, blunt, honest, and with no hesitation. I am an adult entertainer, I have sex on camera for money, and I love my job.

I am from a super small conservative town in New York, one of the states that is known for being a front runner on human rights, and personal liberties. Something that my small, closed mind town has trouble understanding. This is from the last boyfriend I had before leaving for college. As can be seen here, a child that has yet to grow up or seen reality. A child that throughout the length of our year and half relationship cheated on me with well over ten guys. From good personal friends, to guys I'd never met, he'd managed to make his way around town and have sex with just about every gay guy within a 25 mile radius. To say the least it struck a huge personal chord, and since then I've received texts, FaceBook messages, and even comments on Instagram from people that are "disgusted" with my personal choices.

Now lets get this straight, I was the dream child, not by own definition, but by the claims of everyone that has had the pleasure of working with, teaching, or mentoring me in any way what so ever. I by no means think I am Jesus reborn, or the savior of the free world. I do however have my shit together. For years I have done what ever its taken to make every one around me happy. Whether that was taking on the responsibilities of someone else, or covering for a coworker because at the age of 20 they have a 2 year old child whose birthday was that weekend, or ever giving the $50 in my bank account to a friend because they have a bill they need to take care of and I truly don't have anything that's a necessity going on. For 18 years I lived my life that way. For someone who's 19 that may sound over confident and a bit conceited, but there is so much that's happened that is truly my own to deal with that needs not be brought up here. I'm educated, I work hard, and I will do whatever it takes to make my life worth living. At this point though I do not care about your opinions of me. The petty drama that happened in the 7th grade so you feel the need to bring it up now and say you're so much better than me because you aren't in the adult industry. I'm tired of hearing that because I use what was given to me to earn money and live my life happily I am the scum of the Earth, and that you can't wait to see how I act when I have AIDS. Porn does not equal AIDS. Being uneducated on safe sex and testing leads to AIDS. The fact that you've had more sexual partners than I have but feel the need to throw stones shows how truly uneducated you are.

This is me giving a blow job to Alex Andrews, an adult entertainer that I met that day and got paid to do a scene with. I was, by choice, tested only a few days before this, and again, by choice a few days later. Now think back to your last one night stand, because I can say without a doubt I'm sure you've had one. Were you tested a few days before that? How about a few days after? We went through numerous condoms that day because safety for models is not something that the studio takes as a joke. Did you wear one that night? Or were you too drunk to know what was going on? On set we are asked if we are fully willing, under no influences, and understand the risks of what we are about do. Can you think of a single time you've had sex where you were asked this, and actually had to sign a legal contract to testify to this?

This is me getting fucked, yes fucked, by a man with an extremely large dick. Consensual, with a condom, and I was again paid for the scene. In less than a few days my asshole was back to it's normal size, and by no means "loose." Can you think of a time where you've has sex with someone with what's considered above average? Was your body permanently disfigured? Because if that's the case you need a doctors appointment, not to cast judgement on someone else for their life choices.

I will end this rant with this, what everyone I talked to today about this whole "problem" received.

I've debated doing this for awhile now, but it's become pretty clear that it needs to happen. I've made some decisions that many of you may not support. But that is solely my decision. If you have a problem with that then I'm sorry to have upset you in any way, but that's not my problem. If you do have a problem with that and you can't bare to see me live my life how I choose I will happily say goodbye and we will never need to speak again. This is my life and I will live it how I see fit. You may categorize my decisions as stupid and reckless, but in all reality you have not the slightest idea as to what's going on. My family supports me. They ask questions. They know what's truly happening. They still care. I will never place someone before myself again. I am happy, and I will continue doing what I want for as long as I am happy. This will be the one and only time I say this. If you want to have a civil discussion about it, and you actually matter, you will have a way to contact me. If you can't do this, and want no further contact it's been really nice knowing you, and I wish you the best.

I doubt that this will apply to any one that's read this post. But I will be sending a link to this post, as long as links to all of my work to everyone that had a problem with me today. Because above all things, if you are truly a friend, and truly care about me you will be happy for me because I am happy.

I'm heading to bed now because tomorrow I have plans with my dad. A man that knows all about what I do, goes to church, is my parent, yet still has the decency to let me make my own mistakes and choose how I live my life.

XOXO,

- Aiden

Where in the world am I

It's always an interesting homecoming to say the very least. Seeing old friends, all the family, and hearing the wonderful stories of all the things to do in these oh so very small towns. The new hot trend is dressing up and doing crazy things to see peoples reactions. Which for me has never been a problem.

To say the least, I'm unbelievably bored and cannot wait to get out of this town. In just a few short days I'll be making my way to a city that's just a bit bigger. Where thankfully I'll have the option to hang out with friends that I've known for basically my entire life. I've only got only a few more weeks here, and then I'll be making my way to New York City for about two weeks. I'll be enjoying my first ever pride and seeing some friends from Tampa one last time before I finally settle down in Los Angeles.

On a better note though, my scene with Hot House has finally released! It's been up for a week now, and I couldn't be happier with the results so far. I've got a good rating on Hot House, and the scene's got a four out of five so far. The more votes the better, so if you have a subscription to Hot House, I'd love for you to rate me high. As a little incentive I'll share a couple of the pictures from the photo set here. 

Check out my twitter for some more pictures from the scene, and for the full length scene make sure you swing by Hot House. It's definitely going to be an interesting couple of weeks, and I'm going to do my best to keep you all filled in on these adventures. I hope you guys can keep up with me, because even I'm having trouble with that right now.

XOXO,

- Aiden